Saturday, December 18, 2004

Changes

It’s funny how I can stay exactly where I am and yet things are changing. Maybe I’m getting too comfortable, maybe I’m plain chicken or maybe I’m just becoming lazy. The thought of change is pretty scary. Oh no, is this me?

I think God is dragging/pushing/throwing me out of my comfort zone. He knows what I am thinking. He knows my every thought. If he doesn’t do that, I could lose myself. I knew this could happen. This is why sometimes I’m just so afraid of the kind of job I’ll take. I could get so use to a job that I’m not crazy about (but could live with) and stick with it for the rest of my life because I become too comfortable for a change. What if I even forgo my dream…

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